my story

2010年3月13日。星期六。冬末的深夜。

忙了好一陣子，趁著今晚依顏上夜班的時間自己一個人在家裡看電視。。。開始時也只是無聊的一直轉台跳來跳去的看，直到無意間跳到了一齣正在播出的舊電影‘In Her Shoes’。。。結果就這樣子的看完了整齣戲！

之前也未聽說過這套戲的名字。不過；是認識戲裡的女主角Cameron Diaz； 就是那個‘三個女嬌娃’電影裡的其中一個！開始時，以為這又是她主演的那種賣弄美貌的無聊喜劇，因為印象中她就是這模樣的一個演員。後來；看久了發覺整個故事還蠻感性的。。。而且3個女演員都演得很出色！另外兩個是老牌明星Shirley MacLaine，還有另一個演技派的性格演員Toni Collete。（其實我是不記得她的名字，只記得她的樣子很像英國歌手Annie Lenox）。

基本上；故事是圍繞著兩個姐妹的感情。我不想在這裡說太多劇情， 有興趣的就不妨找來看吧！

我只是想在這裡分享我在戲裡認識的兩首詩。。。(不好意思！我的中文還沒有好到可以100％的翻譯整段詩，希望你們自己可以領會吧！）

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第一首詩是 Elizebeth Bishop寫的“One Art”：

“The art of losing isn’t hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn’t hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother’s watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn’t hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn’t a disaster.”

Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan’t have lied.  It’s evident
the art of losing’s not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.”

個人的體會是。。。

在任何事件上我都可能是個失敗的輸家，那也不是甚麼大不了的災難；只要我心裡有著妳的愛，失去了整個世界又如何？

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第二首是Ee Cummings寫的‘i Carry Your Heart With Me’

“i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)”

最喜歡最貼心的是最後那一段。

”這是無人知曉的祕密。。。

天上星星遠遠分隔的奧祕在於我的心裡一直都帶著妳的心！”

送給我兩個全世界最棒的姐姐， 還有那一班出生入死的好姐妹們！

啊！忘了說的是，最近也看了另一齣有關姐妹情深的戲，叫做’The Sister’s Keeper‘。無獨有偶的是這出戲Cameron Diaz 也有演，而且演技還真的不賴喔！記得找來看一看！